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This is called...

March Break Adventures

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Hoy 4 mi vida puede cambiar.
Un momento.
Tengo vida?
Parece que no.
Ni siquiera tengo casa.
No vivo en ningun lado.
Y en todos lados a la vez.
Mis amigos estan unos en Canada.
Unos en Ensenada.
Otros regados por todos lados.
Sera la hora de estabelecerme?
Eso no lo decido yo directamente.
Si hoy compro el periodico y veo mi ficha en la lista de aceptados en la FIMME Salamanca sera mi hogar.
De lo contrario, parece que regresare a Ensenada.
Igual... nada esta escrito, solo los resultados en el periodico que no he ido a comprar porque tengo mucha hueva.

Leaving again.

Going away again.
Again. A again.
I think im making such a drama, but its like a private show that im only watching, im cold and rarely express my feelings, yes im EMO, so?, the thing is that all my plans had changed in the last 4 days, first i was going to Mexico city in july, then im going to Guanajuato TOMORROW!, and i was coming back for vacations in july. Now i dont fucking know.
I cant make plans now, im passing thru a unstable-no-certain-future moment where i dont know where am i gonna end. Hopefully partying in Mexico city. But nothing is written in stone.
Test for the university on thursday, and then march brake, that probably is gonna suck for me.
Tomorrow i have to pack my bags, im an expert now.
I fucking love traveling, i love spending the night in the airport, trains and buses. But this time is not as a plessure trip, is more like enforced by myself for my own good.
Leaving people again is the hardest part. Its really hard to leave you, you and YOU again.

I should stop doing friends, this is killing me b'y.



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Good times in the Bay

For you all who missed it.
(yes we were drunk)

Boy it's great to be back home, the city that's where we belong

tired of living this country life, its time to move up from the south
it seemed to have something for us, but now it's time to hit the bus
60 miles of where its at to finally get things back on track
so cmon boy, just take us home
to the city, that's where we belong

things have changed but still the same, like bars and crowds with different names
24 hour grocery stores where the kids hang out just like before
is this the place that we are sure could be Paris, London of Tokyo
boy it's great to be back home, the city that's where we belong

boy it's great to be back home, the city that's where we belong
the city that's where we belong

we need excitement from a change but that doesn't mean that we will stay
the beginning feels like oh so great, but soon it turns to just okay
see, I've known this place for much too long, I'm always one to be moving on
but still it's great to be back home, the city that's where we belong


The City - Lo-Fi-Fnk

To my friends in Canada

Today is my birthday, I'm turning 19, I'm getting old, and shit. I did't make a huge party or something. I just chilled with 3 of my best friends, we drank a couple of beers, enjoying at the amazing view of David's house. In the morning I hanged around with Boi and then in the night a couple of smokes with Alexia, but it wasnt until i got home (Alexia told me before actually) and opened facebook when i saw that had 56 new notifications. Just wall posts. All about my birthday, almost all of them from people from the Cape.
I know that a lot of you only knew about my bday beacuse of facebook, and to be honest its ok, I know probably like 5 or 6 birthday dates of people that I have known all my life (including my family). Anyway thats not the point, the thing is that all this messages made mi think about the cape again, and I miss it. And not literally the cape or the bay. Theres not a thing in Glace Bay, and it wasn't the sea, the lobster, the oxy, the brook, Tims and backtown what made this time special, it was the people from there. My friends in GBHS, my friends in Sydney area, the internationals, etc. All that people that made those 5 month SO special. 6 people specialy.
It was fuckink hard to face the fact of that probably I'm not gonna see all of you in my entire life, it was harder that saying good bye to my friends from Mexico when I was leaving. Beacuse it wasn't a good bye forever, it was a see you in 6 months.
And now I'm back in Mexico, with all my friends and my family, 19 years hurting in my back and 56 notifications on Facebook. Happy. I learned more than a second lenguage (and slang b'y) in the cape. And theres nothing better than home. But a big piece of me will be always on the Cape.
THANK YOU ALL

Love Carlos (not cas)

Back home?

Finally I'm back in Mexico. After almost 6 montsh of being away.
My mom said,- I'm happy that you are back... but I feel like you aren't confortamble...
For some reason I feel weird, really weird. I'm in my bedroom again. My stuff. My walls. My family. But... it's not the same.
Maybe the different one it's me.
I can't know.
And I'm feeling awkward. I'm going to start a routine, that im going to repeat everyday.
I'm falling sleep. and i just wanna say, that its hard, but i don't really feel like at home.

Maybe it's just about time.

Good Karma 50c