Back home?

Finally I'm back in Mexico. After almost 6 montsh of being away.
My mom said,- I'm happy that you are back... but I feel like you aren't confortamble...
For some reason I feel weird, really weird. I'm in my bedroom again. My stuff. My walls. My family. But... it's not the same.
Maybe the different one it's me.
I can't know.
And I'm feeling awkward. I'm going to start a routine, that im going to repeat everyday.
I'm falling sleep. and i just wanna say, that its hard, but i don't really feel like at home.

Maybe it's just about time.